So I want to end this deviantart thing and just give up on some things. Life hasn't been going well and I pretty much screw up everything good that happens in my life. And all I can do is be depressed and angry at myself for hurting so many people. I blame myself, and the psychological scars that people, early in my life, put me through. I'll be moving back in with my family to go to college and make something of myself...but right now...secretly...I kinda hate people. No one understands anything in my life. And everyone that I treated well...to the best of my ability...like a true friend has left me. I am alone and it shall be as it is...until I can figure out how to make things right again. To make myself right again.